In this first residency episode I'll be exploring swampy universes and atmospheres.
Tubularities of the Inner Distorted Mind is a show about how my brain works—and an invitation to step inside it.
As an autist diagnosed late in adulthood, I've come to embrace the way I experience sound: textures, repetition, details no one else notices. As a child I used to repeat words just to feel how they made my body resonate. I've always had the most random associations between words, textures, and music—abstract but also strangely concrete. This show is a way to finally give that inner world a form.
Each episode will weave together field recordings I've collected—sounds and moments I'm drawn to—processed, looped, mangled, and layered with my own ambient and textural productions. Words will run through it: not quite poetry, more like conceptual fragments, sometimes with a clear message, sometimes just as another sonic texture. I'll write most of it myself. I'm also a singer, so there will be live vocal elements over the loops I craft.
Music will thread through: ambient, dub, broken beats, sometimes fast-paced DnB—but always tied together by a dub-like breathing. Space, dynamics, repetition, simplicity. The goal is to create a bubble where me and my listeners can find peace for a little bit.
